this over indulgence. I was plain stupid. Fate is bringing us apart. There is a curse between us. Between me and you.

"the blue clouds they spell out your name,
The darkest night, you shine in them
I love you and i cant imagine if you're not here with me. " symphony of our two hearts beating, are now slowly fading.


Stood right there, said nothing. Seeing you all so perfect never did imagine that you could have done such a thing. Should have known when they say that strangers come and go. But yet you said you dint want me to be a hello goodbye friend.


dont speak words you dont mean.




Code for today,


Let it bleed

sigh. Upset. If you dont need me, just tell me please, dont make me wait and feed me false hope.





Lesson learnt. Next time i shall not help people because in this life, if you are in trouble, and really dont know what to do, even the ones closest to you will not be fucking there to fucking help you!!


Its so fun to ignore monsie! C'mon everyone lets ignore monsie, she doesnt have feelings! She can easily be fucking pushed around!!





Sweetheart, you are sadly mistaken.





You sont of the brotherl!!!

sigh. Upset. If you dont need me, just tell me please, dont make me wait and feed me false hope.





Lesson learnt. Next time i shall not help people because in this life, if you are in trouble, and really dont know what to do, even the ones closest to you will not be fucking there to fucking help you!!


Its so fun to ignore monsie! C'mon everyone lets ignore monsie, she doesnt have feelings! She can easily be fucking pushed around!!





Sweetheart, you are sadly mistaken.





You sont of the brotherl!!!

i dont know but it seems so complicating.

I dont understand why is there a wide division between the popular and the unpopular.

I dont understand why some people say things they dont mean.

Yes. Cant you see, i am upset. Why are you trying to runaway? I cant find the words to tell you. Once more, you shall wake from your dream and breakdown. I wont be there. I wont be there no more.



Uhhhhh.... would you mind if i hurt you? Understand that i need to? What have you done now?

Like Goddamnit! I cant stand you sometimes. You say things u dont mean! Everything is about her! Ya, maybe we did come from different worlds and that we can never get along. Just like oil and water. I tolerated you all the fucking times when you Goddamn fucking let it out on me, when u smoke infront of me, and now all i did was to get angry and you had to be so fucking direct! Sheesh! I hope you marry her! I pray for your happiness! you take everything away from me! take it! You just lost me. I will never come back! You dont need me. You never did! Urgh!






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sigh. My internet broke down and im using internet in my phone. I got a new phone. Hehe. So basically, i started spending lotsa time with my textbooks. Not much to blog about. I just am really upset with certain people. Haha

sigh. My internet broke down and im using internet in my phone. I got a new phone. Hehe. So basically, i started spending lotsa time with my textbooks. Not much to blog about. I just am really upset with certain people. Haha