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Received my schedule. its so uptight. Thanks Zeeqy for Updating my schedule :)

Anyone who want to book me, faster book, later i not free.
hehe
-Monsie

Tired.


Why cant people be more observant?
The classroom was FILTHY and i have to clean it up.
Nobody cares about the cleanliness of the class except me.
Plus i just got well, :((
Dusty dusty. :((

I just saw this Girl`s profile on friendster. hahah. so poser-ish. I dont know, i mean dont try to hard to fit in. Sometimes being yourself is what the world needs.

The world needs originality.

Stupid Scene


Speaking of being yourself. I wont change for someone. I will change only for myself. I know that i am different. And maybe strange. But thats just me. I am the kind of person who sits alone to eat. I Love being alone but i dont know why i am blessed with a group of friends who loves my company. I dont know what i add into the group. Maybe just my presence. i am the kind of person who will cling on to myself. I am not sellfish. Often, i help everyone that i neglect myself. That is my weakness. I will always try to be the best for everyone but i cant open up. Its just really hard. I live my life this way. My past shapes me to what i am today.

Enough said.


I think MangoFace Is Such a Poser.

-Monsie

I Miss you. But there isnt any reason why i should admit it. i dreamt of you. Vampire dreamt of you. i just want to know if you are well. i still do care but i have to pretend i dont. i can write it out here because i know you will never visit this site ever again. we are just like strangers now. i kept the picture of that sketch you did for me. you will never know how much you have left behind.

im not regretful. thats what you want. i respect that. Your silence says it all. you even forgotten our aniversary. this will be the last post meant for you. i hope you dont go to ITE and i hope our conversations on the phone (me being your Adam khoo) helped you. i hope you will come to realize that you are worth more than you think you are..


Jacob Black, I miss you but im shutting the closet close. the thought about you will never ever come into me ever again. i hope. i pray. that you will be okay.






-MonsterGirl
keep the wolf in the closet

Holidays are gonna be over soon. i met the clan for a while often. and my Ns are gonna make me lose them again :(

Vampire slept over my place. :)))))))))


i miss min! ahhh... :(


hidzir im sorry i reply your texts late. hehe








Keep The Wolf In The Closet

i was talking online with MonsterBoy.

haha. i miss you. Come home soon. I black you.

P.S VampireFreaks is Blood DDD:

I am suprised to have recieved breakfast from you (:
Thank you for waking up so early just to come over to The Bustop just to suprise me.
Not to mention the breakfast. Thank you Vampire. I Love you.


I had a Hardcore scolding from mum the other day. Because of the amount of money i spent on my hair every month. :(((


I have all the time i need to plan my sweet sixteen. This year, i want to celebrate my birthday different. I wanted a Dark themed party like Firs, or a Dark Princess like sara. But after much thought, i think i just wanna have a mini party. among the people i love. No. maybe just a small one within my family. yes, just that. Because the only ones i have left in this world that will love me unconditionally is my Family. My family is one of the best. Father`s day is coming soon. I miss you dad.






Have i ever mentioned how much i love my mum?
more than anyone else my age love their mums. That i am sure.
I overheard some lady bragging about her 2 children going to JC.
my mum felt a lil dissappointed with my nero fro making it to ITE.

OH PLEASE LADY, YOU ONLY HAVE GODDAMN 2 CHILDREN AND IF THEY DONT MAKE IT FAR IN LIFE, THAN THAT MAKES YOU A COMPLETE FAILURE.

MY MUM HAS 5 CHILDREN and she has to bring them up alone. both like a mum and dad. and i will say to everyone out there that my mum is the best mum ever. A mum like her doesnt come by everyday. Thank you God for making my mum strong.




And for you, stop bragging that you are some german kid, stop putting yourself too highly. look at your parents now, they hardly have time for you. And dont you dare say anything at all about my mum, i swear i will make you eat back those words SLOWLY.

OMGoth! i have been getting great days D:

OCH was just a total turn off. We shall explore other places. i am so shagged. lotsa things to do. i hardly have time to update.

i got roses today! Thank you sweetie(:

i was late for chemistry today thanks to sara.
but thanks anyway, i appreciated that(:


Ah, so tired. I am gonna sleep and go out later (:

woo hoo party!!


P.S I LOVE YOU ZEEQMONSTER