arguments

hello nightmare.

Had an argument with MonsterZir today. Ahh, whats up with him seriously? Such an eeddioot sometimes. He forgotten all my good deeds towards him after getting cooped up with skateboarding again. Sigh, its ok, i still love him the same although his words can sting like a bee, i know he means well.



Kimmy wanted dreadlocks. Haha. Such a funny guy. :D


Maths remedial was a WASTE OF TIME seriously, the classroom was so humid. Oh God, what is happening to the world?



Went to island with clique as expected, she has to piss me off, but its alright, its her life not mine. Did i mmention i saw mr vampire wannabe? Haha



Off to revision. Today's quote




LIFE IS LIKE PHOTOGRAPHY, WE DEVELOP FROM NEGATIVES.

Got it from michie...


michie is a great friend after andri and zeeqy!?! AHH,,, I MISS ZEEQY AND CURLY!!


BUT I MISS ISSAC MOST, he is so busy he hardly has the time. Its alright.


Monsie, will do well for Ns!

kellice, cheer up lisy! Hahah

Minds

Minds are like parachutes, they only work when its open








Monsie Ponsie Ayden Rose D:

Anyway, i love pixie haircut, its ok, i will get used to it. heheh

I feel very much alive today.

YAY!! we are going to the zoo on wednesday!!

-Monsie

Questions

Is the cup half filled or half empty?

















If you say:

Half Empty: you are a negative person, everytime you seek the negative out of people or things.

Half Filled: you support psitive thinking and always seek the best in everyone



^^V


-Monsie

I support Positive thinking ^^V

Dont Be afraid to admit your mistakes for if you do admit, you are only saying that you are much wiser than yesterday ^^V

Admiting

BA DANKI!! ^^V

Like A Hungry Cat

Ah 1st day of syawal

skipped school (Y)


Its ok, you are eating what i forced vomit out.

Like a hungry cat, you pounced on your food. Like a jailed cat, you ran too far away when given freedom. I am learning to let go because one day, even the Cat has to die.




-Monsie

so is this what it means to eyecandy?

haha

What doesnt Kill me, only makes me stronger

I am taken aback at how quickly people catch up. I gotta work doubly hard. Not to get the highest in class, but to get an A1 in science, it will help me alot for EMB3 :((

During chemistry, mrs Pillai made me do charades :( and my annoying laughter and sudden excitement annoys me come to think of it. Ugh, i dont wanna be what i am in lower secondary. I talked too much in lower secondary and laughed too loudly. Superbly annoying. But thank you for your stares, it made me realize i was overboard. :) im thankful, i dont hate you for your stares and rolling of eyes, it just keeps me reminded. ^^V

I cant change a situation but i can change the way i react to it ^^V


Yes, the positivity is keeping me alive!!

now all i got to tell myself, I can reach for the sky



I Love candles, everytime i go off to daiso with Issac, i will surely absolutely stop by the candle corner. haha. Candles are lovely. They keep me accompany at night :)

-Monsie

Gaia screams my name

Polar bears,

why do we have to use their fur as a coat? why cant we just use wool from sheep?
when you shave a sheep's wool, it will grow back. Vanity, humans are selfish,


The resources are finite.


-Monsie

Nonsense

Someone lives in a world where it revolves around her only. Lets just say that her understanding of sentences arent so complex, lets just say that she speaks sentences that doesnt make any sense because she ran out of things to say, lets just say that she thinks in a different wavelength, lets just say that her mind is not filled with education, lets just say that she wants to be a filthy community trash, lets just say that all the bad things that happened to her is karma, lets just say that she wants to be a junkie, lets just say she wants to get wasted, lets just HOPE for the best in her. (Y)

And bottomline, i am not affected by you,
Insignificant, thats what you are ^^V
The End :)))


Moving on to something much more significant,

Chemistry and geography test were superbly managable :)
Once results are released i am gonna do more revision :)
Astronomy, (L)


I had the best day ever. 6 periods of science back to back! :)))))

I love mrs pillai, she always takes the time to ensure everyone understands but its really sad to see some classmates condemning her of her "motherly" teaching. Its alright mrs pillai, if i can benefit from your lesson, there should be no reason why the others cant. It just takes effort. Things should get better because i observed some classmates making an effort to listen ^^V

We all are going to do well, ^^V

Special highlight to Michie, Feb, Nussie and Nicole who are working hard on chemistry. :)
We are can do it yes? :)

Im gonna try to do something really special today, im gonna say something positive about everyone in class... im a visual person so i shall arrange it in order of seating arrangement, dont mind me :$

1.Mariah, artistic skills and creative mind, a good command of english that i am sure everyone is envious of :O

2. Genevieve, a.k.a GummyGen, best person to talk to about being positive. Had always been the apple of teachers eyes for being the not so attentive one. Adoroble sense of reaction towards events.

3. Yi Yunhi, Pretty, good photography skills, artistically inclined, always smiling and never fails to smile and acknowledge someone.

4. Wei tian, always have been the one to lighten up tensioned atmosphere, bold and brave. hardworking if wants to be, never doubted anyone.

5. Madihah, the curious one. Always wanting to clear her doubts, installed with leadership skills and ability to communicate well with others.

6. Zahirah, has a good command of english, a great friend, super caring (thumbs up)

7. yasmin, a great adviser, has the ability to draw a line between right and wrong. Holds strong ground on her beliefs.

8. Dagna, a great listener, a great companion, once set her mind on something, she will never shift her attention away.

9. Hajar, Motivated easily, never takes failure as a setback, tries her hardest to make things work.

10. Diyana, super duper happy every single day. Little miss sunshine that doesnt see a need to be upset over small things. it takes a lot to bring down her self esteem.

11. Yi ning, adorable laughter that seems really unique, works hard for what she wants.

12. Erina, not complacent easily, catches up fast, persistent,

13. Min Hui, quiet, fancies cute small things, listener, observing changes all the time.

14. Pauline, intelligent, has the abillity to remember large chunks of information, forward looking, confident

15. Vivian, diciplined, never takes no as an aswer, creative, caring, curious about things, always applying her knowledge to daily life.

16. nicole, Very funny, speaks in a really adorable tone, hardworking, organized, never afraid to speak what she thinks.

17. Rini, special, never allows her setback get the better of her, a great friend, a good advicer, a good listener, never fails to suprise me. Always postive and very knowlegeble, has the ability to analyze situations well.

18. Andrina, so far, i dont know of anyone who hates her. haha. A great friend. we think alike. has a good sense of fashion, always seeking for adventure. Always thinks of someone's positive before his/her negative.

19. Kimberly, very motherly, caring, questionable, always give good advices and crack good jokes, has a wild imagination, always thankful for what she has. :)

20. Hazel, Diamond girl, very organized, practices good hygiene, very caring, doesnt gossip alot, friendly, hardworking and very thankful for God's creation. the kind of person who will save the earth.

21. Amalina, confident, independent, always seek for news skills to upgrade herself, trustworthy.

22. Lynette, friendly, mature, observant, has been through alot in life and is able to learn lessons from it.

23. Jocelyn, outgoing, sporty, hardworking, strong willed and has the ability to adapt to situations well.

24. Azura, sweet, trusted with secrets, will do anything to help a friend, when motivated, will do well.

25. Michie :)) , never takes no as an answer, always challenge authority, seek new adventure, dependent, fancies children and will put aside time just to babysit them.

26. Feb, headstrong, when she thinks she is right, nobody can ever wrong her, very respected, optimistic and doesnt allow people to put her down easily.

27. Nurul, Gilagirl, knowlegeble, has the abilty to do well when she sees her strength, never seeks revenge, peaceful at heart, never thought to hate, down to earth, simple, trustworthy, a great companion, never fails to help one in need even if going against her means, crack lame jokes that only people with higher order thinking would understand. ^^V




there! The lovely classmates that i get sick of everyday in a good way. haha :))

im off, revision,

-Monsie

Lets be diplomatic yes?

I was Pretty much having a really mundane day until i saw a really hillarious post on my tagboard.

Ah whatever that makes you happy, i am not of such a low standard as you, I dont have to add sentence enhancers. Say whatever you wish, you dont scare me one bit. Im not shaking. Thanks for visiting my blog, as least my mind is not as corrupted as yours. you speak lingos that only people like you understand. I dont have to answer to any of your worthless questions. Nobodys. We are two different people, i like it that way, you never even did understood my complex sentences in your tagboard maybe because we think in a different wavelength, your head is just so corrupted with SEXSEXSEX while mine is filled with EDUCATION. Education needs nurturing while sex just needs erm.. nothing really. filthy filthy yellow mind. Your parents would be so ashamed of you and for other people "backing" her up, please, your "dog-like" friendship is so cliche. tsktsk. we are two different people, so i like it that way. its your life. I dont wanna have anything to do with you. May God Carry you through. Haha hillarious ^^V



Moving on to something much more worthy,

Intensive ended up a catastrophe (in My Opinion) girls laughing too much in class, calculator ran out of battery, sleepy. I managed to conquer battles with my eyes ^^V
alright, pretty much catching up on my revision. I will be able to carry it through (insyallah). I think the most top notched quality laughter i heard was from a primary school girl. she was laughing hysterically over her friend's joke. it was so adoroble. Alright, pretty much everything. everyday, i am beginning to understand my purpose in life. And the quote "people in this world but not people of this world" begins to mean so much more now. :)


I wanna bling my phone ^^V
issac thinks i should be more girly,
i thought so too.

I wanna play tennis! Yukie thought me but i lost touch. I shall try again ^^V

-Monsie

I Miss Issac Ghaffir

Before anything happens i have to give credit to my photographer brother who stood for photographer duty that day.
Prayer; Tarawih
Spot ME in the hijab ^^V
Iftar


Brother Faizal And His Enriching talk about Lailatul Qada'r

Emmetnero And Brother Remy, im sorry i just have to put this hilarious picture up ^^V
The Muslim Converts Association Singapore, Darul Arqam Singapore





Yesterday's session started at 4 till 10.45 i love the brothers and sisters there. They guide me through tarawih by Explaining every step of it. then it was the session of Lailatul Qada'r (the Night Of Power) enlightened by brother Faizal. Uhm, i am cleared of doubts. Alhamdullilah.


Yesterday, i lost my wallet.Yes, an old man picked it up and brought it away, i was very furious. Of course i was. I cried, i feel horrible. im gonna waste mummy's money again. :(

After calming down, i was rational. I asked myself "why me?"

And found out because i overlooked a matter of money, I owed my mentor $7 Dollars change for taxi fae and i always forgotten to pay her back. Yesterday, i had exactly $7 in my wallet when it was gone. I told myself, uhm, lesson learned.

So i took my abolution at around 4am and did my tahajud, I prayed and Doa so that Allah were to return me back my wallet because i have learned my lesson and i will never ever repeat it again, i prayed long and hard. And guess what?


This morning, An Old Couple knocked my door and returned me back my wallet.

Alhamdullilah.

Lesson I have learnt,

Never to overlook things. And that Allah love me thats why he is giving me these tiny scares to wake me up. Sometimes we are trying so hard to catch up with the world that we have Forgotten the creator. Allah has promised us that if we remember him, he will make our life a breeze. I also learnt that Allah is most merciful, he is The creator and I am the Created.


Alhamdullilah, my life is back on track.

Corrections, Ramadhan is not A blessing, ITS A BATTLE

-Monsie

tag line for today

"We are The People In This World But Not People Of This World"

Islam, is for people who think.

^^V

i am so annoyed

Iftar was alright.
Im really tired.
My Friend Has Been Possessed By the Im-Trying-Too-Hard-To-Fit-In Spirit!


Ah, whatever that floats your boat, i am so sick of you.

Editing, pictures will show. Im too shagged.

-Monsie

3 Down ^^V

BestFriends Dont Get Mad With One Another Over Silly Things.


I wasnt making fun of your name. -__-
You are childish at times bestie.


I dont understand why everyone seems so elated over the fact that papers were easy.
Cant you see, there is nothig to be happy about.

OVERCONFIDENCE IS THE MAIN CAUSE OF YOUR FALL

-__-


I still think that i aint worth what i think i am.
its alright. I will be alright. I am staying away.

-Monsie

Monsie, I will DO OK :)

-Monsie

ITS WAR

N levels so so near.
health is my main issue :(

Should I be worried?
everyone seems to be nonchalant to the fact that Ns is everything.
I am having nightmares about failing :,(

im losing myself!!!

Uhhh.....


butbut i shall give credit to the lovely people who constantly check on me, be it through texts, phonecall and home.

Family
Kyle Issac Ayden
MonsterZir Bestie
Kimmy Skater
Asjad Skater
SweetAss
MIN

and ZEEQY :D


i came across a quote that i shall hold on to through out the battle

"I Am Not Afraid Of Storms For I Am Learning To Sail My Boat"


N Level Is war, i am preparing for the battle,

Monday, Bring It ON!

-Monsie

Annoying

Its really annoying when everyone wants to do everyone else's job.

Everyone just wanna outshine others without realizing that they arent good in it.

Im annoyed. Its ok, i shall not get mad over minute things.

I KNOW IM STUPID. THANKS. IM NOTHING COMPARED TO YOU. YOU WENT TO JC. PARDON ME, WHILE IM STILL LEARNING.

-Monsie