The Curse

Like the darkness is calling me back again

thats what engulfs me everytime you were away.

i'll rather dwell in what used to be than look at the terrible mess we are in right now

i cant be the strong one all the time, you have to help too

it takes two to tango.

i tried my hardest to be the the stronger one when i see you all in tears.

but what makes you think that i am?

i am human too, i crumble down and cry too.

I never wanted to see you cry, never

i told you time again, what they are and what they can be.

till you fall, topple down, i am the one picking you up again.

because i care.

i care for you more than i should for myself.

the terrible mess, it can be tidied up, all it needs its just two hands.

just two.

I secretly want you but you will never know