CHEER! its over now! :)))) FINALLY FREEDOM!!

the seniors think they can do everything Goddamn well, then do it, surprise me, come out with a new routine in 6 fucking days. and when things screw up, do not look for me, thank you.

Yesterday, got a hell of a scolding from house master for some stupid costume thing i did wrong. seniors, -_- dont ask, he fucking raised his voice at me without letting me explain. sheesh. `sokay im ok. settled things, blah blah blah, moving on.


today, i gave house master a withdrawal letter, and the money that i so called owe the squad. my own hard earned money.


Zeeq asked me why i was doing this, i told him, "Every single Goddamn Fucking thing i do, the seniors always have their say, if the seniors wanna have fun then go ahead i am going to surrender this squad to them. SHE wants it so bad!"



Im really tired of all this sick lies and the backstabbers in this cheer squad thing. I really pity the juniors, they ALWAYS give me their 100% commitment and the seniors dont. now that i am withdrawing myself, i wish them all the best.. i Believe in different things. to me, my aim is the well being of the squad. but my intentions are always being misinterpreted.


Zacky told me that cheerleading isnt meant for me, i am to DARK for it. But haha, my idea of cheer was amazing i must say. since nobody want to hear it, i shall say it here.




Basically our theme this year is higher, stronger and faster. and the first thing that comes to my mind is a legendary bird, the pheonix. The starting part of the song is some mysterious dark kinda music from escape the fate`s this war is ours. and during this part, there will be a black cloth at the back of the performing area, 3 of my cheerleaders will hide behind it and they would stick their hands out of the slits and do some hand movements according to the dark music. 4 of my cheerleaders are "dead" ballerinas that are waitng to be free. and the other 8 cheerleaders will be the mystical creature in black cloaks that will blow glitter onto my ballerinas and free them to dance. i have 8 black cloaks,
1st cloak - thunderbolt
2nd cloak-F
3rd Cloak-E
4th cloak-A
5th cloak-R
6th cloak-O
7th cloak-N
8th cloak-thunderbolt.


so basically after that all my cheerleaders will stop becoming a "pheonix bird" and be CHEERLEADERS.

other factors that will be in this routine, that will outshine the others.
when i got the theme, i spent an entire night trying to figure out a perfect routine, and i did.
this routine is Out of the box and it will revolve people`s mindset of what cheerleading is.

nobody bothered to listen to me.
so now, my juniors are using some BAR TOP DAncing routine.

but whatever, i am washing my hands off. im really glad i did, because i was treated like their dog.


SUPRISE ME SENIORS, LET ME SEE WHAT YOU CAN COME OUT WITH IN 6 GODDAMN DAYS. I WONT BE SURPRISE IF YOU DECIDED TO MAKE DO WITH MY ROUTINE.



juniors, im sorry to hear that you got treated like crap and they are kicking you out one by one. be strong, you have every right to speak up.




I AM SETTING MY FOOT ON THE LINE OF FIRE AND SACRIFICING MY POSITION FOR THE SAKE OF MY SQUAD,

and that`s what the seniors want. they want to be in control. haha. do it! its not easy. dont call me if things screw up, im not cleaning your shit.

with actions, comes responsibility, remeber that seniors.
-MonsterGirl

P.S i am finally hanging out with bad ass clan and we are gona go skating!!




finally, i am free :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD