HA!! OMG! Finally Found The syuff at bugis! Stupid People Cant stop staring man! School Sucks, As usual.. HAAH! I was mad, I Punched the pillar! WHOOOOO!!

hahah!

Wrote a freaking poemwhen mr ang came and ask whats wrong with me lately. Obviously i wont tell him uh. He said i changed since i was in Sec1 and Sec2. I know this is who i am. Yes i changed into a monster, a freak. But i like it! There is no way you are gonna see the talkative and bubbly nadirah again. She has long gone. she died. They killed the confidence in her.









two poems..







Blessings____







If She could make amend.

to the things she lost at hand,

sleepless nights, Painful sights,

She is not willing to put up a fight.





To heal a broken heart

and let things part,

Forcing it your way,

day by day.





Offer her your blessings God,

As you see her turn into a fraud.

hated,Grimaced and discriminated,

She never once felt Contempted







She thought she could trust you,

revealing feelings that grew.

You proved her wrong,

but she went on strong.





Please hear this cry

of someone who try

To be stuck in her own world

Searching for that one special pearl.





A world of vampire demons,

Overpowering the humans.

A world of dark street lights

creatures with fangs that bites.





Creating poison in her mind,

bringing her to the end of time,

Yet she knew now and never

Can never be the answer.







She wanted happiness to last forever

But the truth stabbed her.

Ending her game,

And never to love again.







The other poem sucks ah! It doesnt even rhyme! So i am not posting it yet! haha!

Poems is the only way i express my feelings i guess.. I miss ,miss yeo.. She writes beautiful poems. I like myself now. I keep things to myself.. Im dont speak much.. That good cause most of the time, i waste my energy trying to speak. Cause when i do, no one listens. Plus i dont want to speak out my feelings cause at the end of the day, Nobody spares a thought for my feelings..