its all over now.
Thanks heavens its ok.
i have much much better things to to do. im sorry. we are just friends. not as close as sister anymore.
because people just have to misjudge us. sorry, but i have thought about it, i have long went astray and its about time i realize my roots.

-MonsterGirl

i hate camp!

:`(

im gonna die.
imma sucha idiot :`(
You No longer care . :`(
why do you do this? why? ;`(
and i cry every night praying for you to get well.
go on without me
:`(
Thanks




i hate this song, for it was written for you
-MonsterGirl

Balqis, YOU ARE SUCH A TRENDY WENKER!!

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO LOCK YOUR BLOG FOR LOMO?!!!

YOU AFRAID NOW?!!!

YOU AND YOU QEE FRIEND SHOULD BE SENT BURNING TO THE VERY DEPTH OF HELL WHERE YOU BELONG!!!


AND GUESS WHAT, I KNOW YOUR FULL NAME,


THINGS ARE GONNA GET UGLY FOR YOU!

COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS!


START PRAYING TO GOD AND STOP SWEARING LIKE A PIG!


-_-

KIDS...


-mONSTERgIRL

Balqis and her friend doesnt know who they are dealing with.
you are dealing with a monster. with fangs.
i do voodoo
dont let me find out your full name balqis.
cos i know qee`s full name.
oh gosh, you are so dead qee, so dead..
-MonsterGirl

TUNA SUCKS!



Kids kids, when will they ever grow up?
-_-
i cant be bothered with you anymore.
-_-
im silly, i made assumptions so easily.
and now, zeeq is on the way to bash up that bitch. Dang!
im screwed., may God bless you when zeeq is at it.
-_-
Sara, no dont say anymore, i know terribly its gonna end up a holocaust.
-_-

"Balqis think you suck"
What a self praising person.
she inflates her own ego.
she thinks she lives in this world all by her own.
she thinks everyone sucks except her, -_-
someone please give her a wake up call!
*rolls eyes*

kids,
grow up.
"saaaap y'allzx. i'm Balqis, the one and only original dollkiller in the cyberworld.
i can be mean when i want to but that doesn't mean that im a bitch.
oh yeah, im friendly and i dont bite unless you're a real suck-up ^^v"

*rolls eyes*
so what exactly is you theory of MEAN?

im monsterGirl for a reason, and i live up to that reputation.

You have no idea who you are dealing with kiddo.


here`s an advice,

" Once you put education in your dense brain, then start talking alright."

sometimes it pays to be educated.

-_-


for now, carry your ass and head on home.
what a bummer.
a major turnoff.
-MonsterGirl

no matter how hard i scream,
no matter how high i jump,
no matter how deep i cry,
no matter how much i try,

here`s the truth.
the past is still deep within. i can never let it go. Why? why wont people understand? my past is buried deep within me and its just too deep. i facade it with my smiles. i put it in my heart. like in a drawer. i close it shut and lock it up. i threw away the key. its there, safe. i told myself never to bring it up again. but some things just had me unlocking that drawer and dwelling in my past. no people will never understand. they laugh at me. im the kid who got beaten up and shoved to the corner of the room. im the kid that people laugh at. im the kid who try so hard to be somebody but just can never be one. yup , thats me. i dont blame you for what you have added to that drawer of mine. that drawer needs to be dispose away. far far away where i will never ever find again.



Dear God, i really just wanna lose my memory. i`ve dwelled too much on things that hurt me that i have never seem to realize with what i am blessed with. i am contented. so much. but i cant seem to tel myself that everytime. i wana start anew. with dad, with mum, with my family.
maybe then life wouldnt be all so bad. i wouldnt meet you. you wouldnt meet me. i wouldnt ruined your friendships. i wouldnt create much joke of myself. you wil still be with them. i will still have dad. dear God, if only you will hear my cry. with all this new things you are putting me thru, why?why now? im at my weakest now. i just want things my way for once. please. if i ask too much, you will never give it to me. please God, you are great and mighty. you know how much pain i am in. please, just take me away. bring me to dad. bring me away.



when im gone, i want the world to go on like i never existed. i want people to laugh on my funeral and thank God that im gone. I wont happy music to be played. i want every to be clapping along. but i know, i will never hurt the world when im gone. but i`ll hurt her. so much. so deep. i`ll put her the pain im going through now. i wont put her to that.

Thank you God, I Love You.
I`ll Be the one to suffer. not her.
Thank You God, you have answered my prayers.

Best Birthday Ever! D:
My vampire is the best! ^.^V
haha. so she cooked for me. very sweet. she brought me out. very sweet. she took care of me very very sweet. all of us walked in the rain! Best damn thing. the rest, is for us to know and for you guys never to find out. ^..^

got home, my homies sprise me with a cake! i was like WOAH! but i was too tired to eat it. so they sang me a birthday song. i didnt even blow the candles and make my wished!! My annoying brother blew it! DANG! there goes my wis. P.S i dont really need a wish because i got what i wanted *winks* ^..^


Today,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZEEQMONSTER BSSFL!

i know it doesnt make a difference if i wished you here because i already wished you like a gazzillion times everytime i see you. so it will go like this.

1st minute
MG: OMGOTH! ZEEQ!!
ZM: (in relaxed voice) yea whaddup?
MG: HAPPPY BIRTHDAY SUCKA! *THROWS CAKE ON FACE*
ZM: *shows langgar lorry face*


30th minute
MG: OMGOTH ZEEQ!
ZM: yea monsie?
MG: *in obama`s voice* happy birthday son! and may God bless america!
ZM: Yeah thanks and today is YOur opposite day (inside joke)


next hour
MG: *screaming* ZEEQ!!!!!
ZM: WHOA YEAH?!!
GS: *whispers to monsie* maybe monsie you might wanna quit it now.
MG: *shakes head* Happy birdday! (inside joke)
ZM: i swear monsie, one more time and i`ll *%#@&*^$ you!! (inside joke)
MG: *giggles to self*



4th hour
AR: *winks at monsie*
Z : *nods head*
GS: *gets ready zeeq`s bdae cake*
K & AR: *gets ready and opens door*
MG: EH ZEEQ!!!!
ZM: Yeah monsie. i know i knoow ... happppyy....
GS: *smash zeeq`s head into cake before he could finish his sentence*

Bad ass clan: *carried him into pool and dunked him in*
MG and GS: *eats cake and opened coke can*
MG: i love being his BSSFL.
GS: and why wouldnt you?
MG AND GS: *giggle at the same time*




went home.
some stupid siberian husky chased my cats away and wanted to punce on me. i kicked its nose!
one of my cat climed the tree. it got stucked. i called vampire. she laughed at me -_-
i climbed tree, save nikto, hurt my ankle, got bitten by ants and the splinters poked me. D:
called babe. she helped me. give me suggestions. ahaha! thanks D:



TODAY I HAD FUN.
I SAVED ANIMALS AND HURT SOME TOO. D:

-MonsterGirl