Dearest Love, i hope this message finds you well,


Whats wrong? Why do i feel so unwanted? is my presence yearning catastrophe? Everything is over now, but the hurt and damage is way too deep for healing. No i dont want to heal. This bittersweet memories of me, will remind me of who i really am. For i know, in future, the only things that shapes me, is my memories.



As these endless thoughts drips from my soul. Every single word secretly paints a fairytale
of when we will melt into one.


I told it to stop. I told the pounding in my head to stop. i cant feel my legs. i didnt mean to hurt you. Not this way. Who knew i would end up this way? how could anyone end up this way?

"She understand right, that im never coming back? She understands right?" Those questions were running through me, as i decide to end everything. I Never knew that your silence could cut so deep. you never cared? Why didnt you stop me when i told you i wanted to end everything? Was this all a lie? Why?


Were the last words that i wrote for you enough to tell you that the light that shone thru this painful darkness was a blinding vision of you?


As cold whispers tear at my very core, as i cling to my memories of you. I need you with me. Why did you let me go? Why didnt you stop me? Why? Why did you say you didnt know how to help me anymore? Why? Are you really waiting for me to leave the front door?


Why were you so cold to me? all i ask is to be with you. I cant see why you run and hide, excluding such complecence. As tears rain from my bloodshot eyes. "Take everything away from me, silent angel"




Man, Sorry i ruined your silverstein Shirt,
We`ll get a BlessTheFall Band Tee Together.