Today, it was a miracle.

Thank you God for making this day happen.

i met A blind man at the bus stop. i was dressed up so gothy. i wanted to help him because he looked lost. but i figured perhaps not because it is so "uncool" to help.

But, i felt a need to help him. but before that i was giving myself excuses to not help him like "he doesnt speak english" "He wont notice me" but i shut my thought up and went up to him.

I said
MG: Erm, hey man, you need help?
BM: Thank you, yes please. I need to take bus 231 or 59 is the bus here yet
MG: erm no, the bus hasnt arrived yet. you wanna seat down?


then i brought him to the seat and we had a conversation.
A very SPECIAL conversation.
when his bus arrived, he held my hand and i brought him to the door and offered to bring him up the bus but he said its alright he can manage. I swear, the looks on the faces of the bus passengers was "OMG?!! WHAT IS SHE DOING HELPING THAT BLIND MAN?!" yeah, because i looked like a goth rascal kid. the kind who doesnt help others. -_-
i swear, after that conversation and incident, i felt better. the days that i felt down are healed with just a conversation with this man. Thank you GOD.




My cat nike is sick :(
he cant pee or defecate ;( he looks so sad and depressed. he is in pain. he wlks realy slowly.
Oh God, what is wrong with nike?
:,(
-MonsterGirl