My Role Model

She is one of the few people that i look up too. Yes everything in her is what i wanna be. When i heard of her from a friend, i was intrigued. So who is she?



Her name is Dr. Khunying Pornthip Rojanasunand A.K.A Dr Death. She is a forensic pathologist from thailand. She is 54 years old. She is a human rights activist. I love her. She proved the world that although one may look rebelious, one may not be at heart. I love her, although she carries a punk rock chic look, she is one of the TOP forensics pathologist. (thats what i wanna be when i grow up)

Her expertise are considered in various cases. She handled lots of High profiled cases. She identified the victims of the Tsunami in 2002 with The use of DNA testing.

"Our Life Is Worth Nothing If We Dont Do Good Things"




The Smartest Thing She Said When Asked About Her Rock-Chic Appearence,

"I wanted to work for society but also I wanted to dress in this style, Being an ordinary doctor was not a good way for me, so I had to find some specialty that was compatible. I work with the dead, and the dead do not complain."


Right now, I am Working hard. I still am.

-Monsie

Im Glad

Today someone asked me what i wanted to be when i grow up
of course i knew immediately what to say.
I thought of it deeper, I dont know my path.
I have a Dream, what path do i take to reach it?

so i researched it out and found it!!


so this is what im gonna do.




Im going to SAJC to take 3 Hc subjects.

MATHS, BIOLOGY and CHEMISTRY
(but i heard i have to take pure)

anyway during the time, i shall take a night class and schedule for me to take pure Biology and Pure Chemistry.

Im gonna go to DUKE NUS Medical school..

and get a degree in human anatomy

and then pang!!

i hope i manage to get that 10 K and marry that Docter!


hehehe


-Monsie

Tired

I am so tired working out in the gym. I need inspiration. i dont wanna live in a mundane life :(

GUANA the Godzilla Is A Vegetarian

I was away from Singapore for around 4 days. i was at JB, staying over at my aunt's condo with bestest :) a.k.a SHANE (please don't ask, its an obsession she has for SHANE) here.( Asymmetrical Mole forms a parallelogram)

The first day, we walked around with my family (Lovely mummy, Auntie and cousin) i was afraid that Nurul i mean SHANE (haha) might feel awkward. Yes, just like i expected, she was really shy. After that, when my family left for Singapore. I was left alone with bestest. For real ok it was really scary at first because i was worried for mummy, she carried lotsa things :( anyhow received news that she arrived home safely alhamdulillah. bestest and i headed over to one of my aunt's friend's open house. ok so we managed to take a glimpse of the malaysian's house. it was scary. we odd to be thankful for the HDB flats we live in. Its much more conducive and we have a better standard of living.


When we reached aunt's place, her condo was really BEAUTIFUL. so royal like.

she has a pet iguana which she named GUANA. ha ha. How hip is that?


so after cleaning up, bestest and i head to bed. and that night we didnt sleep. we talked about every single thing that we could ever claw our minds to. from YOU-KNOW-WHO to how much we are missing out on each other. and im sure that my lovely bestest agree that after the 4 days, we got so much closer. And NO im not gonna let YOU-KNOW-WHO snatch her away from me like how she did to andy :(
And so we fell asleep...



Next morning, we planned to go bowling. uhm so we did. bowling at angsana. OMGoth! we made a complete fool out of ourselves because everyone were experts ad we were newbies who dint even manage to knock a single on down :( but after my auntie asked a man to teach us, we did slightly better. I GOT A STRIKE!!! bestest got more strikes than me :( yeah, that dingo newbie expert. hmph!!



after bowling, we went over to UO to shop for groceries because we planned to cook for my lovely aunt. She lost her husband recently and i thought that perhaps she misses eating as a family. she doesnt have any children (only GUANA) hehe. so menu was MAC AND CHEESE!!

Yeah, no we dont do instant babe. we bought raw ingredients and then we quickly dashed back to my aunt's shop and she drove us home.




At her condo we started cooking. haha. i kinda forgotten the recipe but as my extended family thought me "act as if" hehe. ok so bestest was really helpful in the kitchen. (i wish she was my sister ) cook cook cook. BESTEST IS A REALLY GOOD FOOD CRITIC!! A TOO GOOD!! HUMPH!!!

at last my aunt came back home, i could see that she was really happy because that smile on her face really touched me. along with her best friend kak shidah, we ate together. all 4 of us.. :)
My aunt really feels happy because she chose to sit beside bestest and i as we looked through magazines and commenting on the fashion apparels. yes, im glad our presence made her feel better :)


ok so that night we head to bet and i told bestest " eyy, we wake up 8 ok? we swim and go gym? lose weight! i fat la!"

so we slept. not long after gossiping. hehe

next day,

so we dint wake up early... and bestest keep saying "somebody semangat want to wake up early!"

swim swim swim lotsa funny and hilarious incidents. like how she "bumped" her head on that soap thingy. hahaha... clumsy!

yeah yeah yeah....

hmm... shop shop shop...

ate ate ate...
gossip gossip gossip...

cry cry cry...
laugh laugh laugh....



last day,
we went home :(


i must admit, i really did enjoyed myself and i was right to bring bestest along. because i might feel lonely.

bestest, it was so much fun doing facials, applying make ups, bowling, shopping, talking, taking pictures and kicking you in my sleep and taking the blanket away!!!
muahahahahah!!!

Im glad to have met someone like you. We have so much in common. from family, to name, to preference, to observing people and characteristics.

but there is only one difference between us and that is
YOU HAVE HOTS FOR SHANE I HAVE HOTS FOR TAYLOR LAUTNER!!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDD

with love,
monsie.
P.S im feeling happy tonight

Everyone is Changing

Everyone is changing,so quickly. I was so cooped up with Ns i dint had the time to chill down with my mates, to sip coffee, talk about life or even head to the movies. I bumped into Mimin twinnie yesterday. I was so surprised to see her change. her hair, like whoa. :( i wished i could stay longer to start catching back on time. After This, headstart will resume. And i will be too busy, i miss my friends so much.

I saw Tyzz in the train with E-sean Ashes. and yes, they did acknowledge me. Tyzz asked me where i disappeared to. I apologize. it seems akward to talk to her. I dont know, mybe because it was to abrupt of a moment ah i wish to meet or at least recieve a text from GothicSara, God knows where she disappeared too..

School, is killing me, But its ok i know it will be worthwhile.

Goodnight world D:

-Monsie

I should Be welcoming myself back home

-Monsie

Engulfs me

Watch it, as it lurks by every corner.
Watch it, as it surrounds my childish fear.
Watch it,as it lick pass the walls.
Watch it, as it engulfs me and numbs my pain.


Darkness,
What truly captivates me,



Welcome to my world stranger,
welcome aboard.
Imma gonna take you on a ride of your life.
Till you get off, the only thing that dominates your mind, is
DARKNESS


Watch it surround me,

Blackout,
Monsie