who the hell gives a big fuck about me?! leave me alone!

leave me alone!
Dont ever give a big fuck about me!!


whats next? whats next?!!!

fuck you world! and screw you inside out! i have no time and i dont have any more energy.

seems today, i walked to school alone, that was the longest woalk of my life. with alesana and a skylit drive palying trough my headphones, i cant help but to tear inside. I went home late. i didnt bother looking good, i didnt bother combing my hair right, i didnt bother to wax up my hair. i didnt bother to apply my eyeliner. i didnt bother spraying on my perfume.

today is going to be the most suckiest day of my life!

i went to school i didnt meet vampire at the usual shelter. texted her, no replies.

reached school bus stop saw A and i think her gf. uh what the fuck?! i cant be bothered no more!

reach sec 4 level too caught up in my own world to bother about biometrics. reached classroom, the seat beside me is empty and i know it will stay empty throughout the day.

went down for assembly. devotion was about kites. i remembered the first time i went to the beach with vampire. something i hold on too dearly to ever let go.

fuck mainstream!

thank you world for making my day horrible.

i dint go down for recess because i never did feel the urge to eat.

F texted me. i cant be bothered to reply. im heading out later.


i am so sick of this world!

-monsie