I really dont know what to say.
i hate whats going on and i really do.
Sometimes i ask myself, should i just fucking give up?
why is it i let jealousy get the better of me so fucking easily.
its just so frustrating! Why cant i seem to control this little weakness of mine.

im talking to nart PAL. Gosh, i am so glad i met her. someone who truly gives me advice based on her experienced.


Im in camp now. I watched twilight. its ok uh. but i rather the book. stupid ASH! i hate you!!! I wish i could just burn you down to ashes!


I HATE IT WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT HER LIKE THAT! I FUCKING HATE IT!! AND WHEN I FIGHT YOU BACK, YOU FUGLY ASS BEAT ME! WHY?!! WHY DO I ALLOW YOU TO BRUISE ME SO FUCKING EASILY?!I HATE YOU! AND TO THINK THAT I GOT BRUISED UP TO PROTECT YOU AND THERE YOU WERE NOT THERE FOR ME. AM I ASKING FOR TOO MUCH? AM I?! IF IT IS, THEN IM SORRY. I`LL GO! DONT LOOK FOR ME!


SCREW YOU ASH TO THE VERY DEPTH OF HELL!! I HATE YOU!!
WHY DOES EVERYBODY JUST WANNA SEE ME CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


-MonsterGirl